Love is like gravity - no matter how much you convince yourself not to believe in it, and that it doesn't exist, it always finds a way to weigh you down.





possibly my best quote.

sickness.

How I miss being able to digest food, and walk around without blacking out...







Aleksandr Petrovsky is the closest thing to me right now...physically.

letter.

Dear you, I asked myself if I could put into words all the things I want to say to so many people, so I thought you would be a good place to start. As it would seem, it is nearly impossible. There is no word, no phrase, no paragraph, and no ten thousand page book in this world that can explain how much you've hurt me and the emotions you have unlocked; I feel illiterate. Perhaps that single sentence will provide a sufficient preview so you may catch a glimpse of me at my most vulnerable, hopeless point. If all my tears, my words, my pain were collected in a bucket it would still be but a minor distraction to you. So I'll enclose you my heart - you've already broken it, you may as well have it now. Best wishes, me.

you will never, ever know
how this will never, ever end.